It is April 2020 already. Time flies. Faster than I thought. Until today, we have been fighting COVID-19 for 4 months since December 2019. We are getting stronger each day. Better than yesterday. If you have roof as a shelter, food to be eaten and clothes, you are rich definitely. Be grateful. Please make more dua' to the unfortunate. May Allah accept our deen. Hoping the best from Allah is not a choice. It is one of our effort to ask for His help and forgiveness. It is a crucial thing that our heart can do to be recognized by Allah. He is the most Merciful indeed. When we don't feel like asking, Allah don't feel like helping. May Allah forgive our ignorance. 

Sometimes,

Feeling hopeless is not a negative thing. 

Sometimes, 

Feeling too tired is not a bad thing.

Things will get better eventually, no matter how bad it gets. Works, personal life and surrounding sometimes don't favor us. We need to blend in and belong there. Or else, walk away. It is not easy but if the situation is that complex, you are more than worth to value yourself. Remember, love yourself first. Make dua' for yourself first. Ask forgiveness for yourself first. Then, make dua' for the people that you love. That is how you can feel at ease. Ask for something small that you ignore but actually will give the big impact. 

'Ya Allah, jauhilah aku daripada rasa sakit hati.'

'Ya Allah, tenangkanlah hati dan fikiranku.'

I got this kind of dua' from a tazkirah. Repeat until you feel great. Repeat until you feel like crying. It works. When you have a calm heart, all is well. Don't rush when praying. 

Ramadan is coming again. I hope we can have a bless Ramadan in this situation. There are lots of things can be performed to enliven Ramadan. Refresh our intention and try to do many good things. I am hoping for the best in fighting COVID-19. Please trust our heroes and obey the rules. 

#STAYATHOME

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