If  you are still thinking about your past memory, you were raised by a great person. 

Whoever we are, we are born to be a fighter. Maybe some of us do not have the chance to be like very happy with our life, happy to be surrounded by a desired family, however every one of us has those opportunity to success. 

Being raised by a great parents is a bless. Moreover, we watched every little details to stay strong.  Having someone by our side is love. 

Tak semua benda kita akan setuju walaupun dengan keluarga tetapi one day we will realize that they only want the best for us. Or else, take care of your feeling first. Love yourself first. 

Do not compare your life with others. Take a baby steps if you need to. Cherish every moment. You will find peace. That is what more important. To feel the journey. To feel what it is like to walk slowly and peacefully. To feel how to take a deep breath. To feel the breeze on your cheeks. Refreshing. 

Until this morning, I think I am so grateful. To be surrounded by a lovely soul. Too much beautiful human. For that, I am forever a blessed cherry. 

I hope this love will always be there. I am going to look as much reasons to stay so that you will do the same. 

Love, 

Cherry

Sedar tak sedar dah 6 hari kita berpuasa guys. Semoga Ramadan kali ini masih meriah disamping keluarga tercinta. Hari ini sepupu besaq sistur text sistur berkenaan janji barangkali 15 tahun lepas. Sewaktu sis giat meminta-minta saudara-mara jika sis mendapat keputusan baik dalam peperiksaan, sis mahu reward. 

Alhamdulillah, 

Ada yang tidak berjanji tetapi memberi. Thank you.

Sis sendiri simpan janji terutama daripada atuk sis sendiri dengan niat semoga Allah pertemukan kami di akhirat nanti dengan harapan untuk menuntut janji. Specifically, di tempat indah. Semoga Allah mengurniakan kita syurgaNya.

Kadang-kadang sis tak ingat kalau ada sesiapa berjanji dengan sis terutama soal-soal besar.

Tapi, tiba-tiba sis tersedak. Sis tak patut memohon sesuatu sementara daripada dunia untuk dibawa ke tempat kekal kerana semestinya ada yang lebih baik menanti. Bila sesesorang berjanji dan dia masih mengingati kerana tidak dapat menunaikan janji, sis rasa bersalah. Maka, sis relakan.

Sis maafkan. Dan sis gantikan dengan ini. Kahkah.

It is April 2020 already. Time flies. Faster than I thought. Until today, we have been fighting COVID-19 for 4 months since December 2019. We are getting stronger each day. Better than yesterday. If you have roof as a shelter, food to be eaten and clothes, you are rich definitely. Be grateful. Please make more dua' to the unfortunate. May Allah accept our deen. Hoping the best from Allah is not a choice. It is one of our effort to ask for His help and forgiveness. It is a crucial thing that our heart can do to be recognized by Allah. He is the most Merciful indeed. When we don't feel like asking, Allah don't feel like helping. May Allah forgive our ignorance. 

Sometimes,

Feeling hopeless is not a negative thing. 

Sometimes, 

Feeling too tired is not a bad thing.

Things will get better eventually, no matter how bad it gets. Works, personal life and surrounding sometimes don't favor us. We need to blend in and belong there. Or else, walk away. It is not easy but if the situation is that complex, you are more than worth to value yourself. Remember, love yourself first. Make dua' for yourself first. Ask forgiveness for yourself first. Then, make dua' for the people that you love. That is how you can feel at ease. Ask for something small that you ignore but actually will give the big impact. 

'Ya Allah, jauhilah aku daripada rasa sakit hati.'

'Ya Allah, tenangkanlah hati dan fikiranku.'

I got this kind of dua' from a tazkirah. Repeat until you feel great. Repeat until you feel like crying. It works. When you have a calm heart, all is well. Don't rush when praying. 

Ramadan is coming again. I hope we can have a bless Ramadan in this situation. There are lots of things can be performed to enliven Ramadan. Refresh our intention and try to do many good things. I am hoping for the best in fighting COVID-19. Please trust our heroes and obey the rules. 

#STAYATHOME

#KITAMESTIMENANG

#ROADTOZEROCOVID

Pernah dengar baja AB? Ni kombinasi baja. A dan B ada kombinasi bahan tersendiri. Atas ni concentrated A dan B. So, kalau nak guna perlu tambah air lagi, check EC dan pH baru lah boleh digunakan. Concentrated A tidak boleh dicampur dengan B supaya tidak bergumpal dan berketul- ketul ya. 

Penggunaan AB untuk anak pokok dan pokok matang berbeza. Sudah tentu, pokok matang memerlukan lebih baja. Jabatan Pertanian Negeri Terengganu ada menyediakan pamphlet Kaedah Menyediakan Baja Fertigasi. Ya, baja AB banyak digunakan dalam fertigasi.

Tapi, untuk suri rumah yang nak menanam pun boleh purchase baja AB dan dilutekan sendiri. Saya akan buat research kombinasi EC dan pH terbaik untuk pelbagai jenis pokok, dan bolehlah provide ready AB untuk sesiapa yang mahukan AB dalam kuantiti yang sesuai untuk kegunaan sendiri dengan harga mampu milik. 

Stay tuned!